Happiness

頑張ります！！！！

2012-01-29T21:34:00.006+08:00

OMG.... i really want to shout out that i need holiday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

working 13 hrs per day really burnt me. The feeling of "i'm super duper mega tired" is being felt now. Once you stop and get a break, that's the time that you feel the tiredness. I guess this is the same idea when you keep running and the feeling that "i still can do it" but once you stop, you will feel the fatigue.

Today i thought a lot and wanted to give up everything, and return back to Indonesia. But i know i cant do it.... あきらめる事が嫌いし、負けたくない！！！

まあ。。。今のところは頑張るしかないよね。

明日も頑張ります！！！！！

Mom is the best.... Happy CNY !!!!

2012-01-24T15:26:00.001+08:00

What a tiring day. Just reached Singapore. Early morning mommy woke me up and went to the apartment sales office to sign the documents. And i still dont have chance to see the place itself. Then rushing to airport to catch the plane.
Such a short holiday that i had. I still need more time to spend with mommy....
Spending chinese new year with family is the best. As long as my main family gather around, that's enough for me.
Didnt have time at all to shop around. Lucky mommy had already bought me the new year dresses.
And i kept eating while i was in Jakarta and there are still so many left over food that my parents actually had already prepared for me but i dont have time to eat that..... My steam chicken, my dad's specialize steak, mom's specialize siomay..... I miss them.
Anyway, now i have to plan my next off day time.
Some narcist pictures :D

CNY coming soon :)

2012-01-15T21:10:00.001+08:00

Wow... it's been a week that i didn't write here. I don't have much things to write about too. Been busy for work on the past week. And even now, i'm supposed to work and do some research for wednesday meeting but i'm just too bored so i'm here :P

CNY is coming soon... yay!!! i'm flying back to Indonesia in a week. That's motivate me to finished up my work so i can enjoy my holiday there.

I was having dilemma whether i can go back to Indonesia this CNY. Since i'm just joined the new company, i dont have any leave to be used (dont dare to ask about taking leave, to be exact). But then right after (really literally right after) i watched this advertisement, i booked my plane ticket to Indonesia. This advertisement seriously moved me.

Best friend

2012-01-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

Had a great lunch, chat, and shopping with my best friend from high school. After graduated from our senior high school, the chance to meet her was like 2-3 years once. She studied and works in US. So due to time difference and her absense from social networking website, we both seldom talks and update each other. But this doesnt prevent us to keep our feeling as best friend forever. Everytime she went back to indonesia, she will always come to singapore to visit me!!!!!! ＼(^o^)／ We always choose 1 full day to meet up and update each other. And next year, i decided to go to US too !!!! Hope i still have enough savings after HK and JP trip this year. I'm so going to depend on my bonus !!!!!
*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

And seriously we didn't plan the color of our shirts.... 真有默契！

1 month !!!!

2012-01-06T20:07:00.001+08:00

Wooo .... Time really flies. It has been a month since my first day in the new office. Getting used to everything already and start to getting busy. But i love being busy rather than sit down do nothing like what happened in my first 2 weeks....
And my boss is nice to me too and he like to tell me alot about japan and it really taught me alot ... Is not about the work but also about how we should live our life from japanese perspective ...

Anyway this week really super fast and finally i'm on my way home .... I really need to touch my japanese pod again ... Had been slack for quite sometimes already...
頑張ります☆〜（ゝ。∂）

A thought....

2012-01-05T20:50:00.002+08:00

Today i had a lunch with one of my female japanese colleague....
Chat with her a lot as she is married to a non japanese husband. It really opened my mind that it's quite tough to build a family when your other half having a different culture.
It's not a problem when it's just a 2 people story. But it will be another story once it's relate to the both sides family. And next, the tougher issue will also come once they have a baby. Both couple's parents will have different expectation on how to raise the baby. Some more if the other half does not even know how to speak japanese nor know the japanese culture. Hermmm i think i have to think twice about getting any different culture partner .... :D

And also i come to know about how the japanese perspective about white skin asian people. The fact that little of them can differentiate that chinese people in other country does not equal with mainland china people. For them, we are the same. So the fact that chinese people will have different privilage compare with the caucasian people in Japan.

OK, aside from above, today my boss explained on why japanese always have first class customer service. Is the way of thinking that make it different. For them customer is treated like a God.... So to provide them the perfect service, and to make sure no defect in any service or product.

Relate it to my work, it will be a big challenge for me. After working from western company where everything is so free and new idea will always be welcomed, then coming here is different case. I brought up my ideas, and he asked me about the security issue, so i told him that no matter how secure it is, the chances of the threat to attack will always be there and we cant avoid it, any other kinds of attacks might be happen, but we need to try it anyway while making sure that we provide a full security for it. And he turned to asked me, that no-one will dare to take a responsibility for that. Since japanese tend to serve long service, so anything that they did, they have to take full responsible for that. They will always think for their customer first before they are trying to get themself a convenient systems. He told me about some cases with other Japanese company where there are some accident happens to the system, and the people will make a big complaint to them and the trust that had been built will be disappear.

Well, seriously I'm really happy that i can experience and being challenged by all of this ~~~~

woo... while writing this, i read about the DBS news on the unauthorized withdrawal. I should check my account now. Hope IBM will not be involved on this again :P

Independent woman

2012-01-04T20:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i had a deep talk with one of my colleague while having our lunch.
She have a master degree from boston and she's just 2 years older than me. And her post also quite high considering her working life is almost the same as mine, around 3 yrs i think in total.
She told me that the big mistake that she did in her life was taking a master degree and working in finance line. I was like "what the hell are u talking girl ???You should be proud by having those!!!"
She explained to me that she is proud of what she had until she realize that she looked down those guys which is not on her standard. She said, if last time her parents introduce her a guy with harvard degree / master, she would be die for that guy, but now, she'll just think : well, that's not a big deal...."
This really touched my heart, my parents exactly have the same thinking as hers. They never allowed me to continue my study for master degree cause they afraid it'll be hard for me to be in relationship.
Herm, somehow i do find it's quite true but i also dont want to be looked down by guys.

But well this all depend on how the girls think about it. Isn't it the higher you are, the higher the chances to find better ??? LOL

I hate the time of the month

2012-01-03T22:02:00.003+08:00

I've been so moody this past few days especially today.....

It's not that easy being a woman, have to go through this kind of feeling every month.

Today in work, i felt want to screw those IT people....

Oh geezzz.... early morning i've already received an email mentioned that my laptop HDD spoilt. Come on, does it takes 2 weeks to configured hardware failure ? My boss keep asking me when can he expect me to do the review about the system and i could only reply him that my laptop still with IT.....

Then come to work for the IT budgeting, no one can even reply me where is the licenses and how many that we have etc..... So, i was struggling to find out the whole stakes of the quotation. Well, now i know that is the reason I'm employed here !!!!! Me and my boss spent almost half day to find a figure of how many license that we currently have....orz!!!!!! This is seriously inefficient!!!!

Going to take a bath now then sleep and forget all the crap today and be a happy smiley again tomorrow.

おやすみ。

Let's climb 富士山

2012-01-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

This idea suddenly popped out from my brain.....

I was watching NHK channel about those people trying to climb everest mountain. So i decided that i want to do it as well.... :P

Ok, so the new year resolution added.

Hokkaido and Tokyo trip this year should be more and less confirmed.

Waiting for the confirmation when is the next Hokkaido concert then i'll be more than excited to anticipate the plan for this year .

あけましておめでとうございます！！！！

2012-01-01T22:47:00.007+08:00

Hi dear blog, お久しぶりです。。。。

Firstly,

Happy New Year 2012....!!!!!!

あけましておめでとうございます

新年快了

It's such a long time that i've never touch this place.... Out of sudden i have a feeling to write a blog, and so I'm doing it now.

Today is the new year day.... Early morning me and Lika woke up and went to see the first sunrise in 2012....初日の出は素晴らしいです。It was a great idea... cause to be able to see the first sunrise made me feel touched. it was so beautiful. This is the first time i'm doing it.... Not like previous years where at that early morning on the first day of the year, i was always on wasted condition... :D

Wished good things to be happened for the year 2012 secretly when i was enjoying the sunrise.

Thanks Lika helped me took this nice candid picture.

Let's look back what happened last year for myself,

Indeed, so many things happened.... well, finally i found a very good deal for my job. one of my dream to work in a japanese company as a permanent staff had been granted, some more is one of the biggest bank in japan. what else to ask for...? even though I'm starting from a zero again, but who cares? I'm learning something new and i hope that i will be able to adapt soon. Last 2 years, i was from an american company, so culture shock that i had for the first few weeks there should be normal right? I'm still adapting though. well, you can imagine reach around 8.30am and went back off at least 7pm should be a normal life over there.....

anyway, 頑張ります。

Actually before i found this job, my initial plan was going to japan this July.... prepared for it already, except for the money of course... but my heart had decided that no matter what happened, i'm flying there to study japanese for 1 year.

But i had to forget that idea since the offer is just too good to be true. :P I'm just hoping that my company will transfer me someday to Japan for good of course.

Thinking back that today is 2012.... Oh gosh!!!! that's fast.... I'm going to be 26 this year!!!!!! That's seriously scary... i cant imagine myself still have nothing in my current age now.... In terms of career, relationship, and money.... ORZZ!!!!!!

So, i've decided that i'm going to set my new year resolution now.....

First of all, of course it will be about my work, i wish that i can master japanese business language as soon as possible. I was targeting myself to master it in 3 mths but I know that's a little bit impossible, but being me, even somehow i know that's impossible, setting a high strict crazy goal will always motivate me rather than setting it in a longer time where i will end up being lazy and drag it away. And not only about the language, i wish in this 1 year, i can produce a great result for my job and getting promoted ??? Hehehehe....

For the relationship, i wish that i can find my own red thread of fate. well, it's not that i really need that guy to come earlier, but my parents keep pestering me about this, and to tell the truth i'm tired of it. Because i really believe on the fate itself. I don't want to be with someone who is not my fate and wasting myself again into the wrong relationship. I rather wait and wait for the right time and the right one.

$$$ matters, I wish that i can save as much as possible. I spent a lot last year and i really have no savings right now.... my parents keep scolding me for this until they found a way for me to save that money and i'm stress over it now... To save 1k per mth for house investment is seriously going to kill myself. I cant imagine how to save 1k per mth without shopping for cloths and food and drinks ..... arghh... but all for my own good, so i have to save as much as possible this year.....

And i wish that my diet will be successful this year, my resolution is to diet until 45kg....

OMG... this never be granted since last last last last last last ~~~ year.... LOL.

And last i want to go travel to japan again this year. I miss Hokkaido so much, and also to watch another arashi concerts :P

It's getting late now, time to sleep now...おやすみなさい。i hope that i can update this blog regularly.

じゃあねえ。。。。

First blog after almost 2 years

2010-11-08T00:33:00.002+08:00

Hi dear blog.....

This would be the first post after thousands of happenings in my life on the past 2 years???

Bad experience at SimLim

2009-06-24T04:41:00.003+08:00

今日もケンさんとメリちゃんと一緒に出かけました。

また楽しい一日だった。

But today i got irritated by a seller at SimLim Square....

WTH he is...

cause Ken-san would like to buy a memory stick... and the seller would like to sell it at $70. so i told him better to go and look around other store first as i think it's too expensive already...

then this seller started to scold me that i'm "ke-po". ORZ!!!!!

I believe any of people do not want to see own friend being ripped off by those seller.....

Can imagine after I told him to go other store, he lowered down the price until $40. But when my friend wanted to buy it, he refuse to sell it and ask my friend to go back at 9pm, which i believe the shop would be close already...

ORZ!!!!!!!!!

Well... i know that simlim is famous for cheater like that seller.... but i still cannot imagine that the seller can scold customer.... haiz.....

Off to JB today....

and now is 5am... i couldn't sleep at all..... guess tomorrow i'll be in bad mood cause of lack of sleep. but it's really time to change all my habit to sleep earlier everyday.....

Used to sleep so "morning" now -.-

Circus Pop Series 1

2009-06-21T13:32:00.005+08:00

Went out with Lika to Circus Pop Series 1 at Boat Quay.....

and Drink Marathon Start!!!!!

1. Signature Cocktail @ MU Cafe. Enjoy the scenery there and i have to say that singapore is so HOT now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2. Premium Lager @ Harry's

3. Magners Irish Ciders

4. Vodca Redbull

and last candy floss which end up in funny shape... =.=llll

And can i brag a bit now....????

My ability to drink has improved a lot... hahahahaha

Looking forward next week for Circus Pop Series 2... :)

っと言うことで。。。無地だったわ

2009-06-19T10:51:00.002+08:00

continued from the previous post.....

so i bring my macbook to epi centre, and guess what.....

my laptop can boot up without problem.!!!!!!!

yatta!!!!!!

didnt mention to them that this mac was actually spilled by water....

17 June 2009!!!!!

2009-06-18T04:37:00.004+08:00

ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today should be a lucky day since today is my 腕白様 birthday!!!!
but!!!!!!!
a day that i expected to be a good and lucky day since i called for a database administrator interview, turned out to be my bad day ever.
well.... how should i say it....
morning : wake up ard 10am, prepared everything
11.55 am : received a call from another recruitment agency for interview
so means today i have 3 interviews. 2 with agency and 1 with real company.
well.... was thinking today should be a lucky day for me.
13.00 : went to meet the agent who introduced me the job for database administrator itself.
15.00 : went to the real interview. orz... i prepared my self a day and half to read back my database notes and memorize those SQL commands. but they only asked me "what is foreign key?" well... for this qs i can answered it well *i guess*
then they asked me back what the job functions of DBA. i answered him "......and performance tuning" HELL!!!!! guess what!!!! i KILLED myself. i dont even know what is performance tuning and i throwed out that answer. ORZ to myself.
i really don't know how to answered it. and the interview itself only last no more than 20 mins.
so means i have NO HOPE for that offer already.
17.00 : went to recruit express at battery road. the agent was very nice, not like what i expected. cause i dealed with some of recruit express agents also before and i should say that some of them really don't know how to respect their candidates
17.30 : Lika asked me out to Liang Court for shopping and dinner.
17.00++ : had dinner at small うどん屋in front of Meidi-Ya. AND guess what !!!! We heard 3 Arashi songs was played consecutively. *What a NINO day today!!!!* and still so happy until that time
23.30++: went back home and the terrible disaster come!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was walking wanted to go out from my room and part of my body bumped into the glass beside my macbook and it SPILLED MY MACBOOK.........
was still on until i saw a red light at the hole for the earphone plug. so i decided to turn off the laptop and WTH!!!! it wont turn on.........
and guess what again!!!! i didnt do back up yet!!!!!!!!!!
can i CRY????????
i have so many important documents inside AND not to forget MY VIDEOS!!!!!!!!!

anyway....

永遠17歳の腕白様

26才誕生日おめでとう

2009-05-10T11:34:00.004+08:00

What a long time i never write here.....

well.... lots of things happened during these periods. I've tender my resignation letter on 6 May 09, so my last day at WN will be on 5 June 09. My manager asked me whether i have found a new job and i replied him "haven't" so he asked me to take back my letter and wait until i found job and resign as he told me looking for job now is quite hard. but i've made my mind so i won't take it back. just see my luck in this 1 month =.=

Called for interview last Thursday by Hitachi for Network Engineer position.

Erm.... i don't even know why they call me ... =.=llll

At first i can't even remember when did i apply for network engineer position there as i only remember that i've applied admin position there.

Well.... the interview was a bit different with others that i've ever had. I cannot imagine having 4 interviewers (2 japanese and 2 singaporeans) in front of me. ORZ!!!! Was quite nervous and had blank mind. (as actually the interview was at 8.45 am and the previous nite i just returned home ard 1.45am and slept around 3am).

70% of the interview was done in Japanese. The 2 Japanese guys really so nice until i have no pressure at all. just answer it all casually.

anyway gtg.... :)

will continue when i have time

bye bye WN

2009-05-04T18:26:00.002+08:00

Finally i've decided to tender my resignation letter. it's been 5 months plus that i've worked there. The new policies and regulations made me enuff of it.

I just simply dont like this job and let me quit everything of it. maybe if i really cannot find other job then let me just fly and study at japan.

hope this plan b can work though. :)

bye bye IBM

2009-03-26T13:52:00.003+08:00

called for aptitude test from IBM....

well as expected none of the sections given can be finished....

herrmmmm....

well did my best already, maybe i'm simply not suitable for the job.

dream

2009-03-20T00:50:00.001+08:00

Will my dream become true ???

i really hope that i can get into that company...

but in the other side... i'm still afraid of the contract signed.

......

2009-03-07T22:58:00.001+08:00

i wish that i can sleep forever and forget everything.

豚の耳サラダ

2009-03-01T21:31:00.003+08:00

Just talking about Myanmar food with friend yesterday, and today my other Myanmar colleague bring me this food.

This one is pig's ear salad. This is what they told me... but really oishii....

Have to ask them where the restaurant located.

びっくりした

2009-02-28T20:38:00.000+08:00

i cannot imagine if i cannot claim these money back. This was my cab claim for this month... ORZ!!!!

泣いてる

2009-02-26T01:07:00.001+08:00

as expected...

FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T_T

Myanmar food

2009-02-24T10:25:00.005+08:00

i want at least once go to Myanmar. i love Myanmar food...........

yesterday my Myanmar colleague cooked for me their country's food... it was really delicious...

i guess all the food there are mix of sour and spicy...

bad mood....

2009-02-22T11:18:00.003+08:00

as expected working straight 2 weeks without off days made me down enough everyday....

i miss november 08......

讓我回到過去吧！！！！

24時間Tシャツ

2009-02-22T10:11:00.001+08:00

来た！！！！

やっと。。。

But in the end didnt manage to get the yellow colour... hiks T_T...

bad mood days

2009-02-17T23:08:00.002+08:00

in super duper bad mood these few days.

how i wish that time can stop at November 08. all my beautiful days really stopped there.

suddenly I'm too tired to think about future.

How about spending the valentine days at office????

2009-02-14T22:11:00.001+08:00

なんか自分が本当にかわいそうわね。

今日会社で本当の一日だったけど。もうね。。しょうがないからわね。

お金は必要だから。

まあ。。。頑張ります。

2009-02-10T01:21:00.002+08:00

ORZ!!!!!!

God... please let me quickly pass the time until tomorrow night 12 am....

i really want to die already to have the shift together with retarded obaachan (old aunty) colleague in my office. ORZ!!!!!

i'm suffered enough for these 4 days!!!!!!

Fly me to NY please

2009-02-08T01:24:00.002+08:00

He is the only one can make me shout in office and cover my mouth like hell in order not to shout.

Today was quite free in office. free until i can watch 2 episodes of Hot Shot 籃球火.

Then Octavia sent me the youtube link from msn.... ask me whether i saw the clip. i didnt know anything and almost forgot that he is in NY since my mood was quite bad for these previous days and some more today i have to work together with that loud voice obaachan colleague. ORZ.

and so....!!!!!

now i have no mood to sleep and work tomorrow.

2009-02-01T23:18:00.004+08:00

it's all started with him... until i almost forget everything even sleep and all my routine videos... LOL

cant stop playing tokimeki...

i love hazuki kun so much.....

but in the end still unable to get him. he was too cold enough. =.=lll

2009-01-22T10:08:00.001+08:00

I need holiday please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.....

2009-01-21T11:00:00.002+08:00

orz.....
i think i will never ever say that i have nothing to do again in office.
yesterday was busy like hell... the phone never stop ringing even in the evening. 1st time i have not finish to close the calls. ORZ!!!!!!!!
and now the regular headache come to me again. T_T
feel want to take MC today.

頑張ります!!!!!

sianz!!!!

2009-01-20T10:06:00.003+08:00

I guess after these few days i wont be able to adjust my body clock again. i hate to work night shift.
Last night i stay alone in office until 12 am. My manager transfered the call to connect centre and left only 1 line for me to answer. but then to be alone until so late is damn boring!!!!!!
and today we will have another new colleague from Myanmar. and guess what again? she is certified JLPT 1. orz....
soon our helpdesk become japanese speaker helpdesk.

Another week to CNY.
i haven't buy any cloth for new year.... 最悪だわ

收音機 VS 收銀機

2009-01-17T00:37:00.002+08:00

I will never know what is the POS machine in chinese if i did not answer that call.

Customer: “我的收銀機好像有問題”
Me： “收音機有問題？” *i just like... since when my company sell radio????"
Until i asked my colleague and they told me “收銀機啦。。。不是收音機 is POS machine not radio...."

ORZ!!!!
I really need to learn my chinese again.

DSゲットしました。

2009-01-07T10:08:00.005+08:00

Yay!!!!....
My friend has returned back from Japan yesterday morning.
Get my DS and offcourse +act!!!!!!!!
but the problem now is the adaptor for the DS cant be used in singapore =.=llll
will patiently waiting for the universal adapter to be sent here

7 days straight

2009-01-06T10:13:00.003+08:00

No wonder i can feel so "lost" after i realized that i've worked non stop for 7 days...

bare with me that i have nothing to do beside flood my own blog. LOL

となりのトトロ

2009-01-06T08:38:00.003+08:00

i'm sure that i'm quite bored enough for these 2 days....
watched totoro today in the morning...
used to wake up at 5am everyday so have nothing to do until people in my house all wake up.
didnt go to airport this morning to fetch my friend since i was too sleepy to stay until 1am =.=lll
i wonder how i can survive for night shift today... ORZ!!!!!!

ポニョ　可愛い！！！！

2009-01-04T21:47:00.003+08:00

Ponyo...KAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today i was enjoying myself wholeday at house.
wake up - bath - breakfast - watch - lunch - watch - nap - watch - dinner - watch - and sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm fully charged!!!!!!!!!!

あけましておめでとう：）

2009-01-01T20:05:00.002+08:00

Again... spent my first day of the NEW YEAR at office.
And as expected also some of my colleagues got thousand of reasons to take day off for today. urgent leave, MC etc etc.... ORZ!!!!!!

I can only say that 2008 was a wonderful year for me and i will never ever forget this year. so many things happened in this year. hard times and beautiful times all happened this year. I'm so grateful.
from tough time in doing projects, 3 months of living with fear for failed those subjects, jobless, family problem, until i found job without i look for it, got the PR easily, and ARASHI concert...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really really enjoyed this past 2008 so much.

look forward the miracle again for 2009...
and i'll do my best for my dream in 2009

and last...
Happy New Year for everyone who read my blog :)

Good Bye GE!!!

2008-12-30T22:29:00.001+08:00

Finally i told her that i want to resign due to no time commitment.
Today is my last day at GE....
a bit sad, a bit happy since i had been work there for 2 1/2 year. Sad that i may not receive any additional money and happy that finally i can "breath"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this month i worked a lot until me myself cant believe it. My sleeping time no more than 4-5 hours a day!!!!!!
Working in 2 places was hard. ~~And the important thing is i had NO TIME to WATCH my video!!!!!!!!~~
and after think lot i realized that the money earned there is nothing compare with my effort. so decided to leave the job.
anyway after left this job i know that it will let my dream even far away from me... well... ~~just wait for any miracle come~~

spend spend spend!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-28T18:34:00.004+08:00

waiting patiently for my DS Lite to come... LOL

i want this pouch so much... pray hard my friend can get this for me :)
was working OT today. and surprisingly i was so sianz enough at office today since not so many work to do and only some calls to attend.
browse until i bored and even youtube cant help me much to reduce my bored. LOL

メリークリスマス

2008-12-25T20:36:00.002+08:00

Spent christmas day in office today until 7 pm....

まあ。。ね。。。

頑張ります

終わりました

2008-12-07T19:53:00.003+08:00

Finally JLPT 2 is over....
And somehow i'm sure that i will fail this time....
LOL!!!!!

今の趣味

2008-12-01T05:43:00.002+08:00

Finally... my new handphone...

This handphone would be perfect with WiFi.

大ちゃん誕生日おめでとう

2008-11-28T05:42:00.002+08:00

忘れたことがじゃなくて、ただ更新の時間はなかった。

リーダー２８歳誕生日おめでとう！

来年またアジアコンサートをやってください。

Shanghai Trip

2008-11-24T19:59:00.013+08:00

As promised .....
Bear with me for the crazy fan girl story below

Day 1.... 15 November 2008

After the sleepless journey from Singapore to Shanghai...
Finally arrived at Shanghai around 8.30am.
The 1st impression of Shanghai is scalpers!!!!!
Right after i left the airport and wanted to take taxi to hotel, 2 scalpers already approached us. Taxi from airport to hotel RMB400???? 0.O???? *my one night hotel is cheaper half of it* orz!!!! Luckily i have a friend there to ask!

After arrived at hotel, quickly had a shower, then went to the grandstage.
1st thing done is queued for the tickets.
Met a very nice shanghainese lady there...
she guided us to many place and helped me a lot.
then after getting the tickets, went to the north hall to wait "those storm" come for rehearsal. LOL

then we queued for the concert goods.

fyi, i queued for the whole things from 11am until 4.30 pm!!!!!!!!!!!

and this is the reason why the next day we had to go around shanghai to find bank and exchange my $SGD money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no other words can described us except CRAZY FANS!!!!! *but anyway... all is worth it!!!*

Day 2.... 16 November 2008

Woke up around 10am...
Then get prepared + watched utaban at my ipod until 12.
And........ around 12, the hotel was blackout for 1 hour!!!!
The reason why i cant tidy up the luggage since the hotel was totally blackout even in the day time is .....

See!!!! I was trying so hard to contact the hotel persons to get me candles. And at first they only gave us 2 small candles...!!!! So my friend asked them to provide us more. *Actually just waiting for the candles itself already spent our time for 1/2 hour.*
最悪だ!!!
But well.... except this incident, the hotel service had been alright for us.

Finally we went out to find the bank and money changer around 1pm.... And we did find a bank who let us exchange our SGD to RMB (cause most of the bank only received USD or JPY or HongKong dollar to RMB ).
i thought that we both will only able to EAT only for the next 2 days since no more money for shopping

So... this is how a day over for nothing in second day!!!!
Cause we already went back to hotel around 5 and prepare to go back to Shanghai grandstage for the FINALE concert.

As expected the 2nd day was so high!!!!!
High until when i realized my handphone lost after the concert, i didn't not know what was my feeling. Happy but yet sad!!!!! But luckily my Singapore number was saved and i still had my shanghai friend contacts inside my Singapore's SIM card. if not i really do not know who and how to contact her in Shanghai!!!

Day 3..... 17 November 2008

This is the only day i went out to see how beautiful Shanghai is... LOL
First place that we went was 上海老街

The next stop was......

小龍包

Then we went to see the 東方明珠塔 (Oriental Pearl Tower)
So sad that we didn't have any time to go inside
Then also the tallest building in Shanghai...

I can only say that night scenery in Shanghai is so beautiful....... Pity me that i have no time to stay longer there...

Last was 南京路 and 外灘

Day 4..... 18 November 2008 - Goodbye Shanghai

We had to say goodbye to Shanghai after the 3 beautiful days there...!!!!!
The most beautiful experience that i had for this year. I love this November so much!!!!!!!!

Last pose at hotel...

Goodbye Shanghai Stadium.... Hope i can be there again for other concert :)

Finally....

Good Bye Shanghai....

ファーストデー

2008-11-23T22:37:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow will be my first day at Wincor Nixdorf...
Hope everything will be alright!!!
It's been long time (2 and half year ???) since i had this kind of feeling.

Ja... oyasumi :)

ただいま！！！

2008-11-19T20:59:00.004+08:00

i'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the concert was superb!!!!!!!!!
the best ever live concert that i've ever watched up till now!!!!!
the pen lights, fan's high tension.... all were so beautiful
i've never felt so tired before after a concert... but for these 2 shows that i've watched, i was so tired and almost lost my voice... LOL!!!!
kept jumping around... oh...
really never be so high like this before....

manage to get the saturday's ticket also. and IF only shanghai govt allowed them to put the moving stage and hanamichi etc, i could see them in less than 1 metre since for the saturday's show i was in the 2nd row in 2nd level.

ahhhhhhhh..........
i'm still so high now!!!!!

but the bad news is
MY HANDPHONE WAS STOLEN right after the second show when i was buying goods in front of the shanghai grandstage...
and actually i knew the pickpocket since the seller there told me there are 2 pickpockets near there and when i see the person i realize he was walking thru me near the spot where i bought the handphone chain T_T
but i cant do anything!!!!

will write the full report after i got all the pictures from my friend since my camera lense is so stupid. it wont come out when i want to use it. ORZ!!!! so just give up and rely on my friend camera to take everythings =.=lll

IF i can go back and return to 4 days ago... !!!!!!!!
i want to watch it again and again.... *2 shows still not enough for me*
countdown for the next concert... LOL

いよいよ！！！

2008-11-14T07:56:00.002+08:00

the day is come....!!!!!!
i'm flying tonight. (actually my flight is on 2 am) LOL

i guess start from tonight it will be 24 hours on for me..... hahahahaha...
getting more and more excited
pray so hard that i can get sat tix too!!!!!

マジで楽しみにしてます。
嵐さん。。。待ってね！！！

じゃ。。。
行ってきます

How crazy a fan can be...

2008-11-11T01:29:00.003+08:00

In the middle of uncertainty...
Finally i took the risk to get another RMB1000 ticket for the 16th nov shows. ORZ!!!!!!
Now i dont know where should i sell those RMB680 tickets.

as expected everything wont turn out so smoothly.....
Pray that everything will be allright.

頑張ります！！！

2008-11-07T21:01:00.003+08:00

Call me the lucky girl.

I got my LPR approved 2 days after i'm offered a job.
Thanks GOD for everything.
I love this month so much.
Too many good things happened.

Just that i'm still in the middle of the fear for my concert tickets.
Got message from my friend that they can't get the tix for sat show...
I'm really in the middle of the puzzle by the truth that they told.
Now what i can do is just to believe them since all my air tix is bought already.
There is no way to go back =.=

Btw regarding my job...
I'm offered a post as helpdesk support engineer.
Hope i can survive with the shift job offered.
頑張ります

and last....
my JLPT Test voucher arrived!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ORZ!!!!!!
prepared to fail this time

Beautiful days part 2

2008-11-04T22:32:00.003+08:00

As the lyric goes on....
As beautiful the title is...
but keep the sadness inside it.

something is really had to be sacrificed for the beautiful dream that i had.

Beautiful Days

2008-11-04T15:06:00.003+08:00

Yes... indeed today is a beautiful day.
Countdown 11 days

ただいま。。。

2008-10-27T17:01:00.002+08:00

I'm back home...
uhh...
i hate when i have to return to the most stupid boring activity in my life. =.=llll

can i ask for more holidays??? LOL

From Indo

2008-10-24T15:26:00.003+08:00

Enjoying the last 2 holiday days in indo now... T_T
dont feel like to going back to sg....
i was sick for 3 days here with high fever!!!! ~~blame my bro who brought me clubbing until 4.30am~~ ORZ
i havent really going out here... and still lots of food that i havent eat yet

anyway the good news is ...
i got my visa to china already... YATTA

Full Moon

2008-10-15T01:35:00.004+08:00

I think today should be the first time i've realized the full moon since i moved to new house. It's so bright...

See the bright? Those pictures was taken by ~~only~~ 1 megapixel phone camera

Miss my schooling time in Indonesia so much. I used to enjoy the bright of the moon and stars with my mom at night when i was there.

Going back to Indonesia soon... kyaaa....
Finally i can relax my self from my boss and her friend!!!!

Settle my Shanghai air ticket already. I managed to get the last 2 air tickets with promotional price for me and my friend. Even though still expensive $60 from the real promotional ticket... =.=

Nb: If only i went to last week arashi taiwan's con... Xiao Zhu and Energy was there too....

お金の為に

2008-10-12T22:47:00.006+08:00

thousands thanks to my boss to made me so stress and had so much pressure which in the end cause my lack of breath problem relapsed...
i really want to quit this job so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another 3 days time to go back to indo.
no mood at all to work and see her face!!!!! well, i'll just take it as my hotel expenses in shanghai...
back to indo soon... yay!!!!!

ORZ to my self!!!!

2008-10-07T21:16:00.006+08:00

while all my friends busy looking for job and even most of them found job already, me stuck in finding the fastest way to get visa to japan. ORZ!!!!

since the last failed interview, i have never apply for any job yet =____=
no mood at all ~~cause my mind already flew to shanghai~~ LOL

i swear once my JLPT 2 test over and i got my LPR in hand, i'll quit my temp job and seriously look for full time job. Now i almost lost confidence to take JLPT 2. T____T
there are still hundreds of grammars that i havent studied yet and kanji ORZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, good news that i got tix for 2 days shows and another extra tix for my friend.
bad news that i need at least 3 working days for china visa and at least 7 working days for japan visa...!!!! and i only have total of 6 working days times in indonesia.
seems japan trip is impossible for me

上海,京都待ってね。

2008-10-06T00:31:00.005+08:00

i'm just simply happy... :)
i love mom so much

wishlist for this month:

hope i can get confirmation for my con tix and hope my friend can get the tix too
hope i can get the visa for china and japan in 6 working days

リカちゃん誕生日おめでとう！！！

2008-09-25T22:54:00.003+08:00

Ah....
for the birthday girl today... (you noe who u are)

Tanjoubi Omedetou!!!!!!!!!!
Finally the day that u've waited since the beginning of the year came...
Omedetou...

奇跡を信じてます！！！

2008-09-25T22:29:00.004+08:00

i believe in miracle now...

after 3 days of super bad mood days...
*even my mom told me that i still have other chances and offer me to go to David Tao's concert instead in Jakarta*

this afternoon my friend sms-ed me told me that her friend bought a tix for me for the 16th show.
but well cant confirm everything yet until i got the tix in my hand... :)

上海で待ってね。

unlucky girl.....

2008-09-24T23:14:00.003+08:00

as expected i couldnt concentrate at all just now at class and kept sms-ing my friend. and as expected also in less than 1 hour the shanghai concert tix is SOLD OUT!!!!!!
and i didnt get any... even the cheapest one is also sold out T_T

well.... guess that i really have no chance for everything.
i messed the interview for the job which i really want.
and the day while i finally think maybe the job is just not mine and so for the consoler i think that i just can go to arashi shanghai concert. but in the end this chance is also not mine T_T

2008-09-24T16:19:00.003+08:00

ORZ... i cant concentrate work at all.
Wonder how could i manage to concentrate on my Jap Class later which started exactly also at 8pm.
Pray hard that i can get the tix (m_m)

p.s. in office now doing pol summary...
just envy those people who can pay his/her yearly premium for policies for almost 150k/year. for me to get 25k/year is already a dream. do they want to adopt a daughter. =.=

方向オンチだ！！！

2008-09-16T21:34:00.003+08:00

My sense of direction is really zero!!!!!
from clementi to woodlands... why i had to go to ang mo kio first??????
ORZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway...
my favourite tomyam ban mian...
miss it so much!!!!!!!!!!!

=.=

2008-09-15T23:43:00.004+08:00

i took back all my words in my previous post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
see those numbers!!!!
i really want to faint already!!!!
that's my numbers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just returned back home and my friend's brother and sister told me there is a good news that next time i should believe in my dream cause my numbers all are hit.

the very bad news is that i didnt understand these kinds of lottery thingy. why there are so many kinds of lottery here????? why i invest my money on 4D not at TOTO?????
ORZ!!!!!!!

well.. anyway... it's just not my luck.

もう信じない！！！

2008-09-14T19:12:00.004+08:00

I will never believe in these kinds of things again.
Last time tried my luck on $2 scratch paper... and i failed.
And yesterday i tried my luck on $24 4D cause of the stupid dream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Had a dream 3 days ago. I forgot what was the dream is but the weird thing is when i woke up i still can remember 5 numbers. 2125 and 3!!!!!
So i tried my luck for 2 days on 4D.

.......

...........

..................

but NO LUCK AT ALL.... and i lost all my $24!!!!!!!!!!

ポニョポニョポニョ

2008-09-05T00:08:00.004+08:00

Kawaii!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ponyo ponyo ponyo!!!

結果出たよ!

2008-09-03T00:30:00.002+08:00

Finally the result is out!!!!!!!!!
I'm officially graduated!

Start to seriously looking for job now.

２４時間テレビ

2008-09-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

終に24時間テレビが終わりました。
嵐の皆　お疲れ様でした。
24時間寝ないと思ったかったけど、寝てしまいました。
やっぱ私はダメだよね。

でも、嬉しいのは今年の世界的アーティスト村上隆デサインしたピンクチャリTシャツはゲットしました！！！
メリちゃんのおかげで、ゲットしました。
めちゃ嬉しいです。

今年もニノちゃんからの手紙はすごく感動しました。
六人目の嵐のメンバーになるために頑張ります。
ベストになる事を誓います。
嵐に出会ってよかった。
ありがとう。

なんじゃそれ！！！

2008-08-28T23:15:00.002+08:00

Seems that my parents' brain had already completely washed by the life planner...
Mom even asked me to become a life planner.
Should i ????
ORZ!!!!!!!!

:)

2008-08-22T22:14:00.004+08:00

Now i can feel that i'm one of those lucky person in this world.
Thanks God for everything. :)

Anyway UOL result is out soon.........................
arghhhh..... i'm waiting for it but also afraid of it. :(

2008-08-16T00:30:00.002+08:00

i love friday so much... i love busy weekdays.

今月の一言

2008-08-06T11:29:00.002+08:00

Believing is everything !!!!!!!!!!

三連休だ！！！

2008-08-02T05:53:00.002+08:00

Off to Batam today.........

Anyway....

Happy 25th for my dear Angeline...
All the best always for you.

.......

2008-07-24T19:20:00.003+08:00

there wasn't so much works in these past 2 days.
and today i guess i only came to office to have my brain washed by the manager and other life planners.
so don't be surprised if one day i really become a life planner. =.=lll
and to tell the truth my brain really washed... and I'm thinking to be a part time life planner...ORZ

夢が叶えるかな。。。

2008-07-23T01:21:00.003+08:00

I'm back...

didn't blog for almost a month.
miss this blog so much.
finally everything is settled. lots of things happened.
well...

i just can pray......
hope my dream can come true.

moving out soon!!!!!

2008-06-27T00:28:00.005+08:00

it's been 3 weeks+ since my last paper and i haven't found any full time job yet T_T
and now everyday I'm so busy with lot of things to do and think...
my room definitely just like a post World War II.
i haven't finished pack the things.
ask leave tomorrow to go pack my things. so much things to pack and bring to new room.
2 days to clean this house... ORZ!!!!!!
it's been 4 years here, love this house so much already. a bit 捨不得 to leave this place.

anyway.....after 4 days in office now a bit used to the pace already.
and i hate the new systems. thanks for the new systems that made a job which last time only needed me 1 day to finish and now i need 3 days to complete it

err.....
suddenly i forgot what i want to write

最悪わ!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-17T13:21:00.003+08:00

orz....
it's been a week i'm suffering this stupid sore-throat fever to no voice at all to throat infection.....
thanks that i cant even enjoy my previous holidays!!!!!!!
and i'm going to start that boring job soon.
she called me to come back and promised me with a quite OK hourly pay....
anyway, since using the hourly pay, i can decide my time as she said and still can go to any other job interview.
so i just take it...

pray hard that i can find any full time IS job as i wished......
T_T
i need money.......

腕白様誕生日おめでとう

2008-06-17T13:14:00.004+08:00

腕白様へ。。。。

２５歳誕生日おめでとう

ずっと愛してるから。

今年台湾か上海で絶対会いたいですから。

待ってね。

grrrr!!!!

2008-06-13T15:35:00.002+08:00

本小姐,心情超起不好!!!!
Last time i got a call from a girl from ****spa or anything spa i don't care...
she told me that i have 1 free trial since I'm a member of visa or master card etc.
then asked me when I'll be free to come there and make an appointment.
sorry but i never believe this kind of things. it's just a marketing trick to get a customer only.
so i told them that I'm busy and don't have time to make it. but she's kind of "force" me...
i told her i cant and i do not want to take it...
she kept telling me that it's free and it will be waste if I'm not use it. so i just anyhow make an appointment as she asked me Saturday free or not. so i just said yes. but i still told her that i might not be able to come and see how first and she still told me it's OK.. just make an appointment first even i won't come.
then just now i received a call, she asked me if i confirm the appointment, then again i told her that i have appointment with friend tomorrow. and with an angry tone and like she is a supervisor or a person that i HAVE to meet her to pay debt "你不是已經跟我有約嗎?怎麼會跟朋友有約呢?"
bloddy hell... i want to make appointment with who 管你屁死!!!!!!!!!

永遠???

2008-06-08T02:17:00.002+08:00

這一年真的發生了很多事情, 也讓我瞭解很多事情.
從朋友的關係到家裡的人.
我不得不承認這世界是很可惡的.
可惡到我再也無法相信"永遠"這個東西.....
也許在我生活辭典裡面"永遠"這個字根本不存在的.

愛??? 永遠的愛???
哈哈哈哈哈哈.....
都是狗屁的.

我流過的眼淚是為了什麼?
這是證明我的脆弱而已.
誰來明白我的感受?
為什麼每次是我一個人讓步? 要我瞭解你們的苦衷.
那我真麼辦?

也許是對吧.
做了一個選擇是一輩子無法回頭的.
自己選的路要一個人走的.

"不管要怎樣,都是我不好....."
也許這樣的答案會讓他們滿意.
我....
真的很累.

可愛い!!!!!

2008-06-04T15:30:00.005+08:00

i want this tea-cup poodle please!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's really cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!
but the price....
¥140万 = $18,235.56 SGD

やっと終わりました。

2008-06-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

time flies...
finally i have finished all the papers.
today OT was T_T.
all the questions that i've spotted is there, but then i couldn't answer the questions.
so i just dump everything that i've read.

i just hope that i can pass and graduate....
seems that i have no more hope for getting my 2nd upper.
i did the best that i could.

half year of 2008 is already over.
times really flies so fast.
seems just like yesterday while i'm still stressed out with the project proposal.
and now...
my last paper ended already.

now the new chapter of my life will soon begin.
i really hope that i can create fresh and happy stories everyday.
although hundreds of people told me that working life is sucks...
well... who knows if i can create a interesting chapter.

よし。。。頑張ります。

2 days to go!!!

2008-06-01T13:32:00.004+08:00

Continuing from this post "その１０４"

i was laughing by myself when i read this. How the organizational changes affect individual (psychologist point of view):

"The Yerkes - Dodson hypothesis argues that human task performance is
increased by arousal, stimulation and pressure. This explain why, for example,
the time you spend on revision work for examinations seems to become more
productive as the dates of those examinations draw closer. Here is the basis
claim: 'I work better under pressure'. However, this hypothesis also argues
that, if the pressure continues to mount, the individual will eventually reach a
point at which they become stressed and exhausted, and performance will start to
fail. This explain why, for example, when you delayed all of your revision for
the examination until the night before, you flunked it the following day."
(Buchanan and Huczynski, 2004)

OT is interesting but when i have to remember those names and the 3 different perspectives of theory makes me want to cry.... T_T

無聊...

2008-05-25T22:27:00.003+08:00

今天根本沒有心情讀書
無聊的時候,腦子就想到有的沒有的東西...
讓心情更不好.
結果...

睡覺

不過.... 真的讓我發現到原來我朋友並不多呢...

その１０４

2008-05-24T19:54:00.004+08:00

went to school library today with some of my friends.
got some new study theory from him... LOL
"in study, what we need is desperation not inspiration"
because just only when you are in desperate situation, all the materials will come to your mind easily.
that's why for him have more break so have more guilty feeling, in the end desperate when it near to exam then you can rush all your material.
i was LOL so much in his theory

btw, i was reading my online news....

Look forward to higher wages in Singapore ????

"Looking ahead, IT workers will be in a very strong position to negotiate
what they want from their employer,” says Talbot.

According to recruitment firm Robert Walters, the average salary of IT
professionals in Singapore went up by 10 to 20 percent last year. There were scenarios where some
candidates' wages increased by over 40 percent, said Robert Walters.
However, things may not be rosy for a long time. Hudson published a report in April on the effects of a recession on companies' hiring activities--58 percent of respondents in Singapore said they would reduce hiring activities in the second quarter of 2008 in the event of a recession.

Source: ZDNet Asia

herm.......

Relax day!!!!!!

2008-05-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

today was a really nice day.
didn't touch any book at all...
i even finished another sad story "Taiyou no Uta".
then went to bugis to had dinner and another round of strawberry ice!!!!!!!!

Have to start my engine again tomorrow!!!
countdown 11 days.

恋空

2008-05-22T13:29:00.003+08:00

The first movie in 2008 that successfully made me cry. Watched this last night.
RECOMMENDED!!!!!!!
i cant imagine if this was really a true story.

Synopsis (sources tokyograph): "Koizora" is a love story that was originally published on the popular cell phone site Mahou no iRando. It was authored by new writer Mika, and is based on her own experiences. The story was released in book form last October, selling more than a million copies in its first month. The story revolves around Mika (named after the author and played by Yui), who falls in love with her classmate, Hiroki (played by Miura), upon entering high school. But over the course of the novel, she ends up suffering through many trials, such as rape, abortion, and betrayal. TBS director Natsuki Imai ("Orange Days", "Taiyou no Uta") is in charge of the film. This is her first time directing a movie.

その１０１

2008-05-21T21:41:00.005+08:00

1 down....
今天....
我不會做啦!!!!
該讀的我都讀了...
可是考試的時候還是不會把那些東西好好寫下來，結果還不是一樣．
怪我自己只睡４個小時啦
結果腦袋根本不能好好想.

anyway....
bye bye these 2 books!!!!!
pray hard that i can pass this subject.

countdown : 12 days

Nothing much....

2008-05-13T00:13:00.002+08:00

there wasn't any interesting thing to blog recently, beside that i've spent somedays already and will spend the last 9 days with my lover.

a nice emotive phrase from Extreme Programming:

"Courage is effective action in the face of fear" (Beck, 2005)

2 weeks to 1st paper

2008-05-07T21:49:00.002+08:00

I'm hooked by this TVB Drama

"寫意人生"

Watched it from tv just now.

ORZ !!!!!
i really have to restrain it.
Another 2 weeks to my 1st paper!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SFEN!!!!

Countdown!!!!!!!

2008-05-03T00:43:00.001+08:00

EXACTLY 1 MONTH FROM TODAY!!!

I'm tagged

2008-05-02T23:56:00.004+08:00

1. Do you eat a lot of fast food?
Yes.

2. Besides your mouth, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Cheek.

3. Have you kissed anyone in 2008?
No.

4. Were you happy when you woke up today?
No.... My stomach didn't cooperate with me T_T

5. Have you ever streaked?
What?

6. Are you an understanding person?
I don't know.

7. What was the last movie you saw in theaters?
"Harold & Kumar Escape from Guantanamo Bay" on labour day. *I just wonder if this movie can be aired in Indo... LOL maybe can but only left 1/2 hour.*

8. Did you pray before you went to bed last night?
Nope.

9. What did you last get upset about?
Refer back to last 3 post.

10. Do you eat candy on a daily basis?
Not really.

11. Does it make you happy to get letters in the mail?
Same as Angeline answer...
No, cause all bills. =.=

12. Who was the last person to text you?
Lika.

13. What are you looking forward to this summer?
End of exam and high pay job.

14. Who was the last person you ate with?
Noone... I ate alone at BK just now.

15. Do raisins belong in cookies?
Seldom eat cookies.

16. What's your screen name?
~aDeL~ "あの日はきっと返らない"

17. Walking into a party, what's the first thing you notice?
decoration.

18. Are you currently taking a science class in school?
please ask this question 4 years AGO!!!

19. You've just won a free vacation to either South America or North Korea?
Can exchange it to $$$ so i can go to Japan / Taiwan?

20.Kiss on the first date?
No.

21. Would you rather have chicken or steak?
Both can. Have fish ? LOL

22. Why did your last relationship end?
Forgot.

23. What's one thing you've learned??
Believe myself.

24. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Shera, Shirley, GD and Togepi at EastCoast Pub.

25. How often do you see your exes?
Never.

26. Who was the last baby you held?
No one. AND i wish i'm in Indo now to hold my cousin's baby.

27. Would you ever donate blood?
No cause i afraid. LOL

28. How many snack machines are in your school?
I'll count it when i bored enough.

29. Have you ever felt replaced?
Sometimes.

30. Are there deerheads covering any walls in your house?
No.

31. Do you believe in karma?
Yes.

32. Have you ever been asked out?
Yes.

33. Are you good at telling jokes?
No at all.

34. Have you ever driven without a license?
Even i got license i never drive.

35. How is your ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend doing?
Don't know.

36. Do you wish you had smaller feet?
Yes.

37. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes.

38. When ordering sushi, what do you get?
Spicy Salmon temaki, sashimi..... etc

39. How many of your friends have seen you naked?
i dont have any good body to be shown. WTH!!!!

40. Do you write in cursive or in print?
Print.

41. Would you rather have a boyfriend/girlfriend, or friends with benefits?
boyfriend la ... if can like　道明寺

42. Who was the last person you sat next to?
Meri.

43. What were you doing at 10 am?
Toilet.

44. Are you different now than you were six months ago?
Yes, i'm fatter now.

45. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
Ice mountain.

Tagging: Anyone who read this blog and have blog.

1 month and 3 days!!!!!!!!

2008-04-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

countdown....

1 month and 3 days

AND I'LL BE FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

actually not free but a brand new chapter is starting soon....
ganbarimasu

彼女？彼氏？どっちだよ？？？

2008-04-30T19:10:00.010+08:00

Why they are so pretty..........................??????????

and I'm so ashamed when i saw this!!!!!

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The fact that they all are males !!!!!!

恶作剧2吻

2008-04-28T00:02:00.004+08:00

still waiting for people to upload the last episode of 恶作剧2吻 on youtube!!!!!
i cant wait the ending of the story!!!!!!!
was really a nice drama to watch.........

"擁有你就是世界上最美好的事"

Nb: tmr i still got morning class T_T orz!!!! pray hard that i wont oversleep then... LOL

the last....

2008-04-27T15:01:00.004+08:00

i promised by this post, this will be the last emo post that i wrote.
last time i told someone that i'll create a new blog that wont have any emo post, that's why i titled this blog with "Happiness".

lately, my mood has always been so emotional.
sometimes i really do not understand what a "friend" means.
as a friend i did everything the best for the one i called in my heart that "she / he is my best friend".
i'll do anything when she / he need me. but i also realized sometimes my concern to them is just like a shit that none of them bother to understand nor respect it. in the end i'm the only one that sounds like a 'kay-poh' in their life.
yes, i regret for all of this. i should draw myself from their personal business. i felt so sorry if i did too much. if all my concern for them will just make them more irritated then really really sorry.

and this is not the first time that my own best friend betrayed me. got stabbed from back, bad mouthing... this kind of things already not the 1st time.
last time the reason why i left my primary and junior high school to a new senior high school was also because of these things. i'm tired of it.

besides, i also realized that i'm a moody person. none of my friend dare to approach me when i'm in a very very bad mood. but i swear i never mean it to them if they are not the one who made my mood swing like that.

maybe it was me who like to think too much. but i really really tired of all these.

厳しすぎ

2008-04-26T16:10:00.003+08:00

why people love politics????

the more i spoke to many people, the more actually i found many dirty politics happened in this life.
life is just too cruel to people.

"survival for the fittest"

そろそろ....

2008-04-26T13:27:00.002+08:00

it has been almost a week since i've enjoyed my slacking days...
i havent yet do my submission form for the IS project... orz!!!!
can i just not do it?
optional rite????
why i had to see that form la!!!!!

erm...
i promise that i'll start my revision next monday....

Happiness

頑張ります！！！！

Mom is the best.... Happy CNY !!!!

CNY coming soon :)

Best friend

1 month !!!!

A thought....

Independent woman

I hate the time of the month

Let's climb 富士山

あけましておめでとうございます！！！！

First blog after almost 2 years

Bad experience at SimLim

Circus Pop Series 1

っと言うことで。。。無地だったわ

17 June 2009!!!!!

bye bye WN

bye bye IBM

dream

......

豚の耳サラダ

びっくりした

泣いてる

Myanmar food

bad mood....

24時間Tシャツ

bad mood days

How about spending the valentine days at office????

Fly me to NY please

.....

sianz!!!!

收音機 VS 收銀機

DSゲットしました。

7 days straight

となりのトトロ

ポニョ 可愛い！！！！

あけましておめでとう：）

Good Bye GE!!!

spend spend spend!!!!!!!!!

メリークリスマス

終わりました

今の趣味

大ちゃん誕生日おめでとう

Shanghai Trip

ファーストデー

ただいま！！！

いよいよ！！！

How crazy a fan can be...

頑張ります！！！

Beautiful days part 2

Beautiful Days

ただいま。。。

From Indo

Full Moon

お金の為に

ORZ to my self!!!!

上海,京都待ってね。

リカちゃん誕生日おめでとう！！！

奇跡を信じてます！！！

unlucky girl.....

方向オンチだ！！！

=.=

もう信じない！！！

ポニョポニョポニョ

結果出たよ!

２４時間テレビ

なんじゃそれ！！！

:)

今月の一言

三連休だ！！！

.......

夢が叶えるかな。。。

moving out soon!!!!!

最悪わ!!!!!!!!!

腕白様誕生日おめでとう

grrrr!!!!

永遠???

可愛い!!!!!

やっと終わりました。

2 days to go!!!

ポニョ　可愛い！！！！